2010. It�s here. A new year, another chance to turn it all around and start over.
One year ago I swore I�d never again let myself be where I am now.
Two weeks from yesterday will mark 6 months from the day the hunter and I made an unspoken commitment to one another. The 14th. Valentine�s Day. The one day a year couples remember they care about each other. I don�t like Valentine�s Day much. Irony in one of its better moments.
We�re all getting older and a year ago I spoke like my dream was over. Love was the most important thing to me in life and a year ago I lost my heart to someone who didn't want it anymore. I decided at that point that I�d never experienced real love and I never would. It was a new year and time to live differently. Tonight, complete and content, I sit here contemplating the future. A door has reopened for me and suddenly I feel like my hunter could be the somebody I�ve hoped to share a life with.
It's such a dangerous feeling. Yet my relationship with him has defied tough odds from the very beginning and we still haven't wavered. I trust him. Even in the couple fights we've had, we've come out stronger. I believe I'm headed somewhere good with him. Even if he's not my forever man, he's showed me more about who I am, what I want, and what love means than any other ever has.
It's a new year. I'm ready to walk the path I've found myself on.
7:28 p.m. - 2010-02-01
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